Don't Give Up On Me!

Amaryllis plants do not bring me back to my childhood.  If my mother had them, they obviously didn't leave any lasting impressions.  Later in my life, however, when my grandmother was in the local nursing home, I do remember her receiving one. On my [most often] daily visits, we watched as the stem shot up out of the bulb and produced beautiful reddish orange blossoms.  In her younger years, she had a yard full of flowers, and it brought her joy to have something blooming in her room!

Last year, my next door neighbor gave me an amaryllis plant for Christmas.  I, too, enjoyed the beautiful flowers it provided in the midst of the cold winter months.  On the box it was packaged in, there were instructions as to how it could be cared for over the year ahead to make it bloom again.  Once the blossoms were spent, the stem was to be cut off, leaving the long leaves to grow until spring, when they could be moved outdoors and kept over the summer.  Then in the fall, the leaves were also to be cut off, and the bulb stored away in a cool, dark place until November when it would be brought to light once again to start the whole process over.

Following these instructions, my Christmas gift from last year provided me with the gift of more blossoms this year!  Technically, they didn't show up until the end of January, as I forgot to take the bulb out of the basement until the first part of December, so it took a bit longer for the blooms to develop.  

What a blessing it was, and now the leaves are growing in my sun room until the weather is nice enough to return them to the outdoors for the summer.

As I shared my amaryllis story with a friend, she told me she had been given one but had no idea you could save them for the next year.  And so it was I came into the possession of yet another amaryllis bulb.  This one, however, was different.  It had been marketed as a "no water" bulb at Christmas, and came bundled in a sock.  The company said it was for "one season only" and should be discarded after the blooms were done.  This is where the German side of me kicked in!  "Let's see if I can't make it bloom again!"

When my friend brought me the bulb, the first thing I noticed was a waxy coating on the outside of the bulb.  I removed this, as well as the metal stand at the bottom.  My thought process was to attempt to get some roots growing from the bottom of the bulb, so I placed it in water.  Sure enough, the roots started growing!

Shortly after this, my husband and I took a week long trip to see family in Colorado and Texas, and to attend a 40th anniversary concert put on by our singing friends of Acappella Ministries.  Upon our return, I found the roots had grown even more, and there was another bonus waiting. . .a new shoot of blossoms had started to form!  

Eventually it provided four more beautiful blossoms!  I am still enjoying the last one, and soon it will find a spot next to my amaryllis in the midst of my summer flowers.  Time will tell if we will see more flowers next Christmas season!

The more I thought about these amaryllis bulbs, the more God spoke a lesson to my heart.  In them I saw a picture of many people who come across our paths on a daily basis.  Some are blooming brightly, and others are in a state of darkness.  It seems they all are in need of one thing. . .some loving attention to either keep them "blooming" or to bring them out of their dark state back into another season of beauty.

As I pondered the process of making an amaryllis bloom, I found the most important elements are sunshine and water at the appropriate times.  In the same way these bulbs need sunlight, people require a different kind of light. . .the Light of God's only SON, Jesus.  Without Him in our life, it is impossible to bloom our brightest.  

Throughout the Bible, we also read about the "Water of the Word" God has blessed us with.  In Ephesians 5:23-24, Paul writes about Christ loving the church, giving Himself up for her to make her holy, and cleansing her by the "washing with water through the Word".  One resource I found provided 100 Bible passages which referred to God's Word being like water.  It seems we need to drink deeply by reading the Words of the Bible in order to grow and produce fruit as believers.

So, which stage of life do you find yourself in?  Are you filled with the Son, and watered by His Word so you can produce a beautiful presence in the world?  Or are you in the dark and seemingly empty state of the amaryllis bulb during the fall months, when no beauty can be found.  Not even the green leaves are there to offer any hope of a returning to a blossoming state.

Fear not, dear Child of the Heavenly Father!  It may be a dark season for you, but know deep inside God has placed within you the potential for another season of beauty, just as He does with the amaryllis! Surround yourself with the "Sonshine" of Jesus, and water regularly with His Word.  Before long, you will once again find yourself filling the world with your own kind of beauty.  Until then, know even in those "dark times", God is working to prepare your new season of growth.  

"Throw me away!" said my friend's amaryllis bulb.  At certain times of bipolar depression in my life, I have felt the same way.  There seems to be no point in going on. . .until the cycle is over, and I once again am able to feel the warmth of God's Son, and drink deeply of His Word.  I am so thankful for my friends and family who have never given up on me, and who patiently wait through the dark times for another season of beauty.      

Puzzling!

As far back as our relationship has existed, my husband and I have been fixing puzzles together.  In those early years of dating, he would drive out for a visit to our farm, and join me in tackling the puzzles always found laid out on the card table during the winter months.  Once married, we lived for five months in a basement apartment while I finished my schooling.  It was the middle of winter, and puzzles were a favorite distraction when school work was done.

It seems a person either loves fixing puzzles, or hates them.  Perhaps it has something to do with our personalities, or how our brains are wired.  For me, it is a relaxing past time, and a nice distraction during the cold season, when the gardening and tending of flowers comes to an end in North Dakota.  With my own personal quirks, it seems my brain is always looking to "fix things" when a problem arises.  With our current world situation, there certainly are lots of things in need of fixing.  Puzzling is my way of giving my brain something to fix, when everything else is far too overwhelming.

As a rule, the puzzles come out shortly after Christmas.  With our winter getaway scheduled in mid-January this year, it took a bit longer to get started.  The first puzzle tackled was gifted to me by a next door neighbor.  The box claimed it to be "The World's Smallest Jigsaw Puzzle", and opening it revealed the tiniest pieces I had ever seen!  234 pieces didn't seem like many, but it took longer than I expected to finish the 4" X 6" puzzle.

Next up was a 500 piece winter scene.  The pieces were a much better size to work with!  Starting in the afternoon one day, I worked diligently, and after our evening meal, my husband joined me to finish it. 

Also completed this winter was a LEGO puzzle gifted to us from our daughter's family.  The picture consisted of the typical LEGO pieces in a rainbow of colors.  Although I originally thought it would be difficult, the variety of colors actually made it quite easy, especially using our rainbow colored puzzle piece sorting trays.

Two more puzzle found their home on our card table this winter.  Another winter scene featuring a pair of cardinals followed the LEGO puzzle.  

Finally, there was a "family puzzle" with three different sizes of pieces.  It was a map of the United States made out of license plates on the backdrop of an American flag.  The border pieces were all about 2" in size, just right for child size hands.  The next ring of pieces were around 1 1/2" and the central pieces were a more standard 1" size.  Between the color varieties of the license plates, and the size differences, the puzzle came together quickly.

As I was working on puzzles this winter, I was reminded of a saying I once read.  "If you can trust a puzzle company to make sure every piece is in the box to complete the puzzle, why can't you trust God that every piece of your life is there for a reason."  Multiply this by the number of people in the world, reported to be quickly approaching 7.9 billion, and we become aware of the vastness of God's "puzzle" on this planet He placed us on.

Many times I find myself questioning what is happening in our country and around the world.  It seems so much doesn't fit the picture I'd like to see coming together.  It is at times like this I must remind myself God already knows the completed picture, and is somehow "working all things together for good". . .at least for those of us who love God and are called according to His purposes.  Romans 8:28 is a verse which reminds us of this fact.  

Often I wish I could do a better job of "fixing" the problems I see.  It is then I am reminded of the many chats I had with a dear lady named Louise Aalund.  She was in her 80's when I first took the time to get to know her, and I was blessed by her friendship until she passed at the age of 90.  We would often discuss the issues of the world, and in the end acknowledge the fact we had no power to change the world.  We could only change who we were as an individual, and hope to start some type of ripple effect in our own sphere of influence.  Only when more and more people start changing their lives to pattern the life of Jesus will we see a better world.        

In essence, God has made each of us into a "piece of His puzzle", uniquely designed to fit the exact place He has planted us.  The picture may not look quite right now, but it will eventually make sense when we get done living out the days foretold in the book of Revelations.  We've already been assured it will be a beautiful picture in the end.  And if things don't look so beautiful right now, I guess we can conclude it's not yet the end!